♡ walking away.
Wednesday, 29 February 2012 | 0 comment(s)

i am lazy. 
i am always joking around.
i can be really noisy. 
i can be really quiet.
i am Aster



maybe some peeps don't know me well . 
maybe some peeps don't know me .
maybe you don't understand me . 


it takes time.
it takes effort.
it takes time and effort to change myself.

but if you're unhappy for who i am, just leave me.
because i won't change for you. 

neither do i need you to change for me. 


i'm really really really disappointed at my results for this Common Test.
i didn't really study much. 

but, yes. i did study for it. 
it's only months away to my Prelims and my actual major exams .
i wanna leave this school already. 

but what?
my results can't even make it. 

ahhhhh!
feeling damn depressed now. 
-like usual-

gonna work real hard from today onwards. 

i hope i can turn my words into action.
*prays*

i guess sometimes you need to try being me. 

if you don't like the way i'm treating you now, don't treat me that way in the future.
no one likes being treated that way. 

do you get it?