☹ it's painful and hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.
i admit, i'm lost .
i'm lost in this world .
i feel like committing suicide .
this happens a lot of times .
ahhhhhh.
what is wrong with me .
it seems like .
just because of her , my life has changed .
whatsoever.
we're drifting and it doesn't seems to bother her .
i think i finally gave up on her .
i hope she knows .
i can't possibly keep running back to the person who i need to walk away from .
afterall, she has her own prince .
right now. the most important thing i need to do is to forget you and everything we've did together .
it isn't an easy task but i'll try .
i regretted meeting you .
i wish i can rewind back to the past .
maybe if i didn't cared too much .
maybe if i wasn't so selfish .
maybe if we remained as strangers .
i wouldn't hurt this badly .
because now, i don't even know what's wrong with me .
i'm going to let go of you because nothing i do now is going to make any diference .
i want to leave you . but i can't bear .
because i know, someday , somehow , somewhere , you will leave me .
so, let's make this ' someday ' , today .
