♥ Change
this is how i feel right now.
hmmm. i think i'm feeling something close to this.
sooooo.
my co-form teacher actually told us to do her homework.
guess what it is?
she told us to think about what we wanna do after our major exams.
she told us to think about what we wanna do after our major exams.
frankly speaking, i know what i want but i'm scared to go after it.
actually, i'm not scared to go after it.
it's just that.
i'm not putting hard work and lots of time into my studies.
i want to work hard.
i want to get good results.
i don't want my parents to be disappointed in me.
i want to show and prove to all the teachers and my mum's friends who despise me
that i can do it.
i want to get into a polytechnic this year.
but.
i just can't commit .
i can't do well in my subjects.
i get disappointed of my results though i didn't study really hard.
what i don't get is that. why isn't our CCA standing down?
we don't have much time to do revision and homework.
when there's sooooo many tests.
when there's soooooo many homework.
when all of us need revision.
when we need more time .
when we need to focus on our studies.
- stressed up -
seriously. i . hate . studying .
- stressed up -
seriously. i . hate . studying .
i mean, no one likes studying.
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Today's the first day of March.
Which means my prelims is only 5 months away.
Wowwwwwwwwwwwww.
I don't have much time left.
Gotta start studying like everyday.
back to the basics.
Today's the first day of March.
Which means my prelims is only 5 months away.
Wowwwwwwwwwwwww.
I don't have much time left.
Gotta start studying like everyday.
back to the basics.
I'm pretty sure that my Common Test results is horrendous . I don't wanna lie to myself anymore.
Or pretend nothing's happening.
Reality is that I will be sitting for my major exams in
550 days . 13 hours . 57 minutes . 5 seconds .
