HOW SAY AH
i wanted to type this post in Chinese .
but i realized that it's gonna be so damn weird if i " talk " in Chinese .
i'll type in Chinese next time then .
i had tuition just now .
and yes, it was a rather productive one .
my tutor was kinda pissed when i was answering to her " Orh " , "Ahhh " , " Okay. "
put myself in her shoes, i think i'm gonna be pissed offed too .
because .
i came here after work and teach my student how to do all these stuffs, he just " Orh " , "Ahh " and " Okay " at me then he don't know how to do , he won't ask .
that's me .
in the past .
after today's lesson, she talked to me .
she asked me: " Zarc, what happened to your grades? You can do it. But you're slacking. For the past two years, your Maths wasn't this bad . What happened? "
and i said : " Uhhhh... "
to be honest, i don't even know why .
i slacked too much .
i didn't practice enough .
that's the reasons why my MYE results is so damn freaking lousy .
but of course, there's something good in the bad .
after soooooooooooooooo many explanations by my tutor on the Sector Area / Arc length , i finally got it .
i finally understood the formula .
frankly speaking, i'm a slow-learner .
i suck in my studies .
studying is totally not my thing .
but yea, education is still important .
so my tutor said that she's gonna get me papers from all the other schools and give me tons of homework .
and i must complete them no matter what .
her rules :
1) No matter how late you're going to burn my midnight oil, be it 2am/3am/4am , i must complete her homework .
2) Don't know any questions and she's not beside me, whatsapp her with a snapshot of the question .
3) Finish all her homework , no matter what .
you're trying to say that all these rules are easy to follow huh?
wait a minute .
i haven't add in my school homework and my revision time .
yes, i'm whining and whining here at my blog .
got a problem ?
leave my blog now then .
but you know what ?
its okay .
i just have to endure for another 4 more months and everything is gonna be
O.V.E.R .
kinda regretted taking 'O' Maths because its taking up most of my revision time .
and its pulling my grades downnnnnnnn .
but since i've chose to take 'O' Maths, i needa be responsible and do my best .
Ohyes, I'm pretty glad that I've finished revising a chapter of Chemistry today .
Ha. Ha.
Unproductive right?! >:(
I KNOW .
tomorrow's gonna be a better day . tomorrow's gonna be a homework-day .
" i'm leaving you because it is easier to walk away than to fight for something that i really love . "
