I can't differentiate lies and truth
Sunday, 1 July 2012 | 0 comment(s)

I can finally . 
Finally use my computer . 
Have been busy with my Maths tuition homework recently .
It's . A . LOT . 
But I must admit after doing so so many Algebra worksheets and stuff, I'm currently in love with Algebra . 
Haha . 
Saying this out from my mouth is so damn ironic .

Tomorrow is my " BIG DAY ".
First National Exam . 

Afterall, Oral is still an exam . 

Yea, my oral's tomorrow and my sore throat's condition isn't getting better . 
Instead, it's getting worse . 
Thinking if I should get a MC for tomorrow since my teachers told us if we're not feeling well/having cough or sore throat , it's better to take a MC . 
But I don't even want to take a MC because it's like ... 
Nevermind. 
I don't know how to say it . 

ANYWAYYYYYYY ~I really like this Korean singer's voice and song:




You guys must be thinking : 
Why do I keep showing you guys K-POP videos nowadays ?
Well...

I'm kind of influenced by my clique and classmates .
Heaven . Heaven . Heaven . Heaven . Heaven .
Yesterday, my dad said some encouraging words to me. 

Hahaha, I was so damn shocked by those words. 
He said:

       " Zarc, I know you're feeling very stressed up now because your exams are coming soon. But you must learn to relax and chill. This way, you'll score better results. What's the point of worrying? What's the point of being so stressed up until you can't even focus on your revision? It won't work out anyway. SO, chill and work hard. If you want something you love, you've got to work for it. At the end of the day your hard work and effort will pay off. Don't think about how hard these times are. Think about the results. When you receive your results, you want to be crying because you didn't work hard enough or you want to be crying or laughing away because you've got what you want? I'm not trying to give you pressure here. But I don't want to see you being so stressed up and stuffs like that, okay? "

I was shocked by these encouraging words by him. 

Because normally, my dad won't encourage me this way. 
He'll nag and nag and nag . 
But this time, it's different . 
WOW . 
Okay, DAD, I'LL CHILL & WORK HARD . (;
 
my life is becoming more & more boring nowadays since i'm currently preparing for the major exams . 

no movies. limited time on computer. lesser hanging around time. and etc. 
i guess i won't be blogging until my ' inspiration ' comes in .

what if what you said isn't true ?