B .
i screwed it all up .
she drew my favourite cartoon for me, despite when she have got so many artworks to complete.
she is the only one who can make me smile just by sending me a text.
she is the one who was there for me when I was down and nobody knows.
she is the one who I can talk to, about anything and everything.
we talk about random topics.
from foood to homework to our future to our dreams.
she is really hilarious.
at times, i'll laugh at my phone .
when others, they don't know anything and they'll think that I'm a psycho.
well, I guess I'm really one.
I never once thought that we'll end up this way.
never thought, never once imagined that she'll be this important to me.
her mum treats her really badly.
yeah, I wished that I could do something to it.
I mean, her mum needs to understand how does her daughter feels when her
mum don't loves her .
she's right, I'll never understand how she feels.
I'm not her.
I won't understand.
this is driving me crazy because I hate this feeling that she's hurting so much
and she's facing it all alone.
I don't wanna make her feel that she's alone, facing this problem.
I don't wanna make her feel that she's not important to me, when she is.
she is one of the most important people, in my life.
I don't wanna make her feel sad.
but I did, I made her feel sad all this while.
I lied .
I lost her trust in me.
I lost what we had .
what we could have been .
i miss her .
i love her .
i really do .
but is it too late to say these?
