had a great Sunday today! though i couldn't stay focus during tuition. le sigh. my 'O' maths prelims is only two days away and i'm like still very unsure of some topics. but still, i'm not going to give up! i know i can't do well for my upcoming maths prelim. that's, for sure. sigh sigh sigh. got to work 1000000x harder for the next few days. oops! i meant for the next two months!! got to study hard, enter my dream polytechnic, make my parents proud, gain back my confidence and most importantly, prove my fellow teachers, who has always been looking down on me since the beginning of the year, prove them wrong!!! my first 'N' Level written papers are starting next Monday. time really flies, its already going to be September! i think i've grown much more mature now. maybe after the past few days. not going to mention about it anymore. such a childish act of mine. ANYWAY. went out with my family for dinner just now. it has been soooooooooo looong since my family has went out TOGETHER as one. brother's always busy with his basketball 'trainings' or yea, sleeping at home. today's family dinner really made my day. felt so so much better than any other days. nothing's better than staying close with your loved ones, isn't it? i am feeling extremely happy today! yes, like exxxxxtreeeemeeely. words can't explain how happy and blessed i am. you guys might think like " Hey, its just a family dinner! " well, i guess you've completely no idea how long must i wait just to have a family dinner. how i wish, everyday, my family can sit together and have dinner... alright! off to study!