i feel like shit
this is weird
because i've never felt this way for very
very
very
very
long
uncle's suffering from the stage4 of oesophagus cancer
it hurts
to see him
because
whenever i see him
i know i'm gonna lose him
again
another of my loved ones,
gone .
gonna visit him again next week
yayyyyyy
prelims is still ongoing
it'll end next tuesday
don't know whether should i be happy about it or not
because my N level papers is starting in one month time
i feel
empty
it's the kind of feeling
when you can't feel anything
not happiness
not angriness
not sadness
nothing
you just feel
empty
like nothing
