All is fake except my feelings, results yea, this blog . Regretted lying. At the very first place, I shouldn't even have lied. Everything I'm going to face now, I deserve it. All this has to end. This will end anytime soon, anyway. But why today. She's going to have her Prelims tomorrow. And its English. What if she cries at night and obviously. She won't be able to sleep. How is she going to sleep tonight. How is she going to have the energy to do her papers tomorrow? It's English. It's the most important subject. She once said that this Prelims is very important to her. Yes, it is. Definitely. But I ruined it up. If I didn't lied, she will be able to sleep tonight. She won't cry tonight. She will have the energy to do her English papers tomorrow. She will do well for her Prelims. Fuck it. It all comes back to me. I am at fault. Sin.


I pray that she will be able to do well tomorrow. Not only tomorrow but also her upcoming exams in the future.