why
it's been so long ever since i've ever posted here. well, i've got a good news to say!
my national exams are officially over!!! that was since Friday.
hmmm, but i've got my 'O' Level Maths paper which is coming real sooon. in two weeks time yep. got to work really really hard for this paper! leggo!
i've got to say that i want to thank my mum and dad for taking good care of me when i was sick during my 'N' Levels. especially mummeh! and yes, i'm glad that i recovered fast enough. amazingly, stress can really cause one to lose weight. i've lost 2kg ever since my examinations. whoohooooo. i was shocked to know about this hahaha. i'm being lame here but anyway. i feel so freeeeeee and definitely, i can finally finally FINALLY sleep in peace without worrying about anything. for the past few months, i've always been worrying about this, worrying about that. glad that it's over now. i'm only afraid that i didn't do as well as i thought i could. for the past few weeks, i've been sleeping for only 4-5 hours. especially the days before my 'N' Level papers. only slept at around 1-2am. well, at least i've had some sleep. when i woke up, i was feeling really lethargic. but thanks to .....
Thanks to the chicken essence that my parents bought for me! This made me feel wide awake. I used to drink this when I was in primary school. I felt no effect at all. Its like " WTF?! I feel so damn normal, still wide awake. " But now that I'm 16 years old, I drank this for the whole of one week and the effect was F A N T A S T I C Throughout the examination, I felt that I slept for more than 8 hours when I only slept for 4 hours. Hahaha. Thanks mum for buying for me this chicken essence! To be honest, I've never believed that the chicken essence can actually help me with my exams. But this time round, I really felt the effects. I guess it only works when you don't have enough sleep? Haha! I'm kidding!
i am at the hospital now waiting for my medical reports and stuffs. Feeling so... Feeling so damn nervous. I didn't even felt this way when I was taking my national exams. geeez, really hope that i will be fine. i really really hope that my report would be fine so my parents can stop worrying about me so much. praying hard that all goes well ..... To be honest, I feel like leaving this god damn hospital since the doctor and my mum are inside the room talking while I'm outside. I want to leave, seriously. Urghhhhhh. Nervous, anxious and yes, worried. What kind of shitty feeling is this?!
all i can say is that, i'm grateful, thankful and happy with my life now. yippeee!
♡, my family for always supporting me when i am weak. ツ
♡, my friends for always being there for me, encouraging me and hahahahaha jokers!! ヽ(^。^)ノ
♡, my teachers for always teaching me until i get it and yep, caring for me. ^.^
so i've found the new me, pretty much like it and i'll never let it go
◁ ♈ ▷